I'm gonna laugh
I'm gonna sing my favorite song
I'm gonna do all it takes not to let you see me sweat
And yea some may call it a "front"
But hey, this is how I survive
This is how I stay strong
In the back of my mind, I know you will give anything just to see me break
But I refuse to give you the satisfaction
I refuse to let you think you have that affect on me
BECAUSE YOU DON'T!
I'm done trying to make sense of the way you treat me
"Maybe its me"
"I shouldn't have said that"
NO, FUCK THAT!
Call me what you want
You can call me a spoiled bitch 500 times and I wouldn't give a damn
It's not my fault that I'm used to being treated a certain way
Blame my mother
She's the one who told me that I deserve to be treated equally or better than she has
And allowing you to mistreat me or treat me the way you think I should be treated would only mean me settling
And I refuse to settle
Settling for you would mean me lowering my standards
I'm young and I have my whole life ahead of me
My time is precious honey
And I can no longer spend it hoping you will change
Praying that things will get better
I'm not afraid to admit that sometimes two people just don't belong together
And although you may seem like a good catch
Truth is, you're really not all that
You're nowhere near the person I would like to spend the rest of my life with
So, therefore, you are dismissed
I no longer need your presence in my life
I've came to the conclusion that you were one of those seasonal people that pastor talks about on Sunday mornings
And that's fine
I'm used to people coming in and out of my life
The difference between you and them?
You will NOT be missed
